Please excuse the ridiculous amount of photos. I may or may not be completely obsessed with this little man. Our first night went well. Leif was spitting up a lot which had me a bit on edge. He would choke on his spit up and it would make my heart race. Apparently it is was because I didn't push for very long, it didn't squeeze out all of those extra juices.
I only took one pill of pain medication and then I stopped. I didn't hurt at all. I didn't tear so recovery was fairly simple. I was determined to get out of the hospital as soon as possible. I expressed my wishes to my nurses and Doctors and they tried to make my wish come true.
Since Leif was born at 6:02 p.m. it made our discharge a bit difficult. We had decided to get him circumcised, but the procedure couldn't be performed until he was 24 hours old and the team that does the circumcisions leaves at 6:00. Plus it was Easter weekend.
At first I was seriously bummed, I had so wanted to be home, with the kids, in my own bed. Uncle Clark was arriving and I wanted to be there for that as well. Plus it was going to be Easter Sunday and I had wanted to participate in the festivities. Needless to say it wasn't what I wanted.
Gretchen and Anna visited and it was so nice to show off my little Leif! Daddy left to pick up the kids and I was so anxious to see them! I was a bit nervous about how the kids would handle seeing a baby, but it was so sweet!
E, almost immediately jumped up on the bed and asked to hold him. She was just so cute smiling and giggling at him. It almost made my heart burst. She is such an excellent big sister and I know she is going to be a wonderful helper!
Duke was curious, but he mostly wanted to be with his Mama. We jumped up on the bed, turned on a movie and ate cookies while we snuggled. It was just perfect. After about a 45 minutes the kids left. I was so thankful to have Mom Tobler there to help with the kids. What a life saver. It was such a relief to know that the kids were having much more fun with Gramma then they would have been having with me!
Daddy returned at about 4:30 and stayed until Uncle Clark called and said he was at the house. Jakob left to go visit with him and I was all alone for the evening.
What a blessing it was! I got to sit in the peace and quiet and just be. I wasn't worrying about how comfortable Jakob was, or if he was bored. I just got to sit and snuggle my sweet baby. I got to bond with him all night long and it was absolutely exactly what I needed. It forced me to relax and not to worry about the holiday, the kids, or company. It was just Leif and I.
At midnight they came to take him for some tests and I got to sleep for a solid hour, without having to worry about him choking! Such a relief. Then at 6:00 in the morning, they came to take him for his circumcision. I really liked that they did it right there in the hospital. In Nevada, they do not do circ's in the hospital, so you have to go to the doctors office several times after delivery, which is a huge pain.




Jakob came back at 7:00 a.m. and Doctor Sheridan came in to check on me bright and early and by 10:00 we were discharged. It felt very surreal leaving the hospital. Almost as if I was in a bubble where I only had one baby and now I was headed home to be a Mama of three. I was feeling a bit overwhelmed, but I was beyond thankful that Clark was at the house to take some of the attention off of me so I could get my thoughts and feelings in order and not have everyone watching me. There were so many tender mercies throughout this whole experience and I know it is because my Heavenly Father knows me better than I know myself. I am so very blessed.
My heart is so full. I have the most amazing husband, family and friends. Everyone has been so supportive, and loving, knowing my needs even before I do. I am so beyond in love with little Leif and I am so excited to bring him home and start our lives as a family of five!
And now for my favorite outtake! Makes me laugh every time! :)